i'm done with life.

i got the most perfect summer job ever and then it was just taken away.
sweet.

my roommate got RA which is good cuz i didn't want to live with her anyway but i'm now roommate-less because i have the social circle the size of amoeba.
awesome.

i suck at video games which means i will never be in love.
super.

yo the parade was so funny
madd technical difficulties
and the fosters home for imaginary friends getting Rick Rolled was amazing!!!

i is stuffed and i want pie
goddamn im a fat-ass.

i don't feel old.
a lot happens in 18 years.

college is a little more than a month away and i cannot wait.

i want it to be next saturday so i can finally met cobra!!! if i don't met them i think i might die of depression.

tomorrow is going to be hell and i will finally see the grouping of all the people i have been avoiding all summer. joy!

Graduation rehearsal is tomorrow.
Graduation is Wednesday.
Diploma pick-up and report card distribution on Thursday.
Also Thursday I take the random placement test at BMCC so I can take math classes there in the summer so i don't waste money when I actually go to college.
After that I have to drag my ass to Nick's 16th Birthday pool party, and god only knows what is going to ensue there.
Saturday is my Graduation party and the tears will be flowing as freely as the booze.
Monday Maggie leaves for Georgia and summer begins.


Fangs Up! for everr.

basically everything i touch turns to shit.

and if i doesn't turn to shit right away it does eventually.

high school ends in like 10 days and i can't wait.

i need to throw up.

so here i am looking back to last year and realize how things have gone from crap-ish to complete shittiness in the space of 12 months. i just want everything to be over...fo shizz.


525,600 minutes,
525,000 moments so dear.
525,600 minutes - how do you measure, measure a year?
In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights, in cups of coffee.
In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife.
In 525,600 minutes - how do you
measure a year in the life?

"Life is hard. After all, it kills you"

-Katharine Hepburn

truer words were never spoken.

i want college to be magical and if it ends up like crap because of a certain slut i will take full responsibility for snapping her neck.

So children, it's time for the word of the day.
The word of the day is... SLUT .
Used in a sentence:
Katie is a slut for letting boys sleep over her house.
Ashley is a slut for sleeping around.
Keith is a slut because he doesn't tell his hommies he's coming to the city
Nick is a slut, because he's a slut...but we love him anyway.

so yeah

happiness has never been so hard to come by. i mean its there but i don't feel it. maybe it's being forced on me.

i think i need some cake.

so yeah my text bill is gonna be insanely large this month. crappp.

is being smart hott??

let it be known that today

December 3rd 2007 is the weirdest day of the year.

everyone wanted to cry and scream and there was a bit of damage control.

so i'm over high school. i'm sick of the bullshit and drama and security guards. i want to start college and start over. i want to leave the city. i need to escape it and find something. i'm not sure what, but something that isn't here.

2007 = worst year of my life.

period. the end. the worst.

everything sucks this year.
maybe its cuz im pessimistic.

or maybe because this year SUCKS!!!!!!!!



does this make me emo?

i wanted to kill myself every 25 minutes...

tiny vessels by Death Cab for Cutie


This is the moment that you know
That you told her that you loved her but you don't.
You touch her skin and then you think
That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

I spent two weeks in Silverlake
The California sun cascading down my face
There was a girl with light brown streaks,
And she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.

I wanted to believe in all the words that I was speaking,
As we moved together in the dark
And all the friends that I was telling
All the playful misspellings
and every bite I gave you left a mark

Tiny vessels oozed into your neck
And formed the bruises
That you said you didn't want to fade
But they did, and so did I that day

All I see are dark grey clouds
In the distance moving closer with every hour
So when you ask "Is something wrong?"
I think "You're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
No, we can't talk about it now."

So one last touch and then you'll go
And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
But it was vile, and it was cheap
and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me

so yeah...photobucket is acting up again so i could only upload one pic from the killers concert last night...and here it is



BRANDON IS SO FAB!

::edit::
photobucket is finally working...so...VOLIA! [with needless captions by yours truly]


confetti shower


dave had that uber awesome silver jacket on!!


"we hope you enjoy your stay..."


mark didnt move...like ever


colorful


brandon&ronnie


nows he's green


BEST RONNIE PICTURE EVER!!!! well im my opinion...tehe


i loverr this sooo much!!


"i got soul but i'm not a solider..."


"we hope you enjoyed your stay..."


a flower from ronnie's drums...or brandons piano...= D


it was just so awesome...best killers concert so far... 3rd times a charm!

right now im writing my history project about the 1960's...well actually i just have word out and its blank....how the hell am i supposed to start this crap..."it all started in 1960 with Dwight Eisenhower and his old ass was finally getting out of office"...well ms. simon would dig that...and its not like i can ever talk about music or fashion in the my project cuz its about government...GAH!

ok so yeah...its spring break and im bored out of my mind...so bored that i have been doing homework...whoa...

OMG...in the "read my mind" video there is this green japenese thingy...hes like the elmo of japan...and he has a BLOG!!!!!

http://gachapin.fujitvkidsclub.jp/